During her appearance on The Debbie Show, actress Amusa opened up about the overwhelming physical, emotional, and financial toll she faced while trying to conceive.
She recalled a particularly low moment when she cried out to God, desperately pleading for a child or for her life to be taken, regardless of who could hear her.
“I remember singing at the top of my voice and crying deeply, not caring that my domestic workers could hear me. I saw it as ‘God, it’s either you take my life at this moment or fulfill the promise you made to me,’” she shared.
Amusa also spoke about the financial burden of fertility treatments and how the journey significantly affected her well-being.
In her word she wrote,
“If there is anything positive about my life that is remaining, I think this is the time. If there is ever the time, let me experience the positivity in my life, but if there is none, kill me. I’m tired, I cried to God and told him that I was tired. I know millions that went down the drain trying to find fulfilment. I know how many millions I spent and how many surgeries I had, so if it’s going to happen, Lord let it happen”.
